Thursday, 26 September 2019

Something I felt like to pour out

Hi readers,

Hope whatever you are today makes you at ease and comfort to read my entries. I am so new to this, well my previous blog is like a part of my assignments so that is why they are all kinda sounds so factual info.

I am now 24 this year but not officially 24 because my birthday is on December. But something that I felt not too satisfying which I am still not settle and well on securing my career. I know it is normal to feel this way like all the motivational sayings and positive thoughts would be most probably comforting us the millennial to stay calm and it is okay to be not okay. I have this memories back in the day when I was maybe in primary school (age between 7-12) where I will always have this shivering feelings and worrying on what will I be in the future (read: adult). Like the thoughts of your childhood dream job, would I be a doctor?, would I be a scientist?, would I be a pilot?, would I be successful adult?. I know we all have that thought and I know too where maybe none of this reflect to us at all. Haha! Well, I am one of that person too. Well, you are not failing actually. It is okay to not become into your dream and admired job because believe in the fact we're too lazy too stupid to study back then! Hahahaha.

But you know at least be a good human. Restore the faith of humanity in yourself. I always say to myself, no matter how bad you are at your current job now, maybe sometime things doesn't work out well at our workplace always always at least be a good human to others. Be good to others as simple as that. No matter how bad your days are, be good to others. Restore that in yourself. At least maybe you help others to ease up their days, or maybe smile at people that passing by you, maybe in a traffic be tolerable driver even you know you gonna reach home late! You will never lose a dime to be good to others. Maybe randomly smile at a stray cat because he is fluffy and cute at the same time. Haha! My point is never lose yourself with you struggling whatever you are facing now and still try to be a good human. You can make a difference.

And never give up no matter what. As you might feel cliche, but it is true. Don't give up with yourself. As I know everyone of us have our own idols or people to look up to, think about this; what happen to that person if he/she has giving up when he/she is struggling in life. You are what you are today because of what you fight from the past. At least be proud of what you have become today. You have made it this far so keep going! And let's all be healthy and take care of ourselves. Peace out and Ciao!